sadness

+but there is sadness
all over, a dew across the grass of heads that 
swift with these intolerable winds in the space given
you cannot cure the soul with medicine
with time
i don't know what you c...
+i wrote like i wish i spoke
just now, i'm more interested in the unexpressed
i'm not really pissed off though
like, i try to not think of that stuff any more
things that once made me angry now mak...
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