+i believe that God is always present
God is in deepest hell
i believe that
i must
if i don't, i could not love
God must be turned to
the nature of God often makes us turn away
i believe
the hu...

+do not laugh at a man for loving others
even if that love is confused
for loving an ideal
until he was 32
then he walked around and said stuff like "the lilies toil not"
though i expect lilies do...

+i am trying to find something better in my life
to be as true as i can be
to love, to search into myself and not lie...

+but there is sadness
all over, a dew across the grass of heads that 
swift with these intolerable winds in the space given
you cannot cure the soul with medicine
with time
i don't know what you c...

+i've had the three dreams before
there's something to them i believe
had one while working in Lousiana
and as far as quantifying them - Life (this), Death, Life (release)
the first part
parts of ...

+if i find anything on my quest worth keeping, 
worth swallowing as a seed within which love and peace can grow, 
it will be my happiness to be able to pass on
...