+i am slowly learning to enjoy the essence of things, 
of life without mind alteration, 
not of the physically induced type at least
that slow awakening...

+at that point in my life, the attic was a bit musty 
and any light shone yellow through rafter and tin grey made my head spin...

+the only thing that matters is how i treat other people
the work of the hands is the salt on the tongue of the beast
it sparks it sparks
but there is no fire to be had of it
only clouds of smoke
...

+i am trying to find something better in my life
to be as true as i can be
to love, to search into myself and not lie...

+the trouble of knowing right from wrong
i was born into black and white
with red in my eyes and the sounds of my screams, 
keeping my parents up all night
so i vacillitate between those two extrem...

+i like dreaming away my life
it's warmer in the soft pillow of forgetful thoughtfulness...

+you cannot make the universe conform
i believe that we live in chaos
it is our task, our hope that we too do not devolve to this
our personalities attest to this
that we love the unloveable
there...

+Man, oh man, how many steps it takes us to 
get us to the places we need to be....

+my life is pretty dizzy for the most part
i hope it gives someone some comfort or strangeheadtriptime
or a desire to communicate
i've spoke with people less and less recently
the passion to truly ...